I am so restless all of a sudden and I can't decide what mood to be in. I've actually had a pretty productive day today. I worked for several hours on my photography assignment, and then I cleaned my house. After which, I attempted to mow my yard, but it turned into a bit of a lawnmower fiasco. My riding mower is on loan so I try to baby it. Today after filling it with gas and checking the oil, I started it and pulled it out of the shed...only to find it smoking and stinky. So I turned it off, made a call to my uncle (it's his mower), and he proceeds to tell me to use it anyway. Yeah right! I am pretty competent, but I am not about to use a smoking loud stinky lawnmower that I don't own. What if I blow up the engine??
Anyway, now I have nothing to do and it's a beautiful day outside. Guess I could take a walk or go for a run. I kind of feel like doing nothing but my mind and my body won't let me sit still. I know where this restlessness is stemming from. I have a decision to make-something I really want-but I don't know if it's really in my best interest. Is it going to benefit or harm me in the long run? It involves others too, so is it going to benefit or harm them? I've been thinking through the pro's and con's of this decision and it's got me edgy and restless. I guess, this too shall pass...I just hope when it does, it's because I made the right decision.