Monday, February 22, 2010

no word.

I want to find that exciting, heart thumping, over the fence feeling again.  -I think that may have been a great line in a movie.  I had that once,I liked it a lot, and I won't settle for anything less. I'm thinking right now I just need to date around a bit, though, and spend a few months working on me.  I think I need to spend some time just browsing some potentials... and hopefully, my heart will do a flip during the process, hopefully it will heal completely, and hopefully I will find fun, exciting love once again.

I emailed him last week, just a "hi, how are you?" and got no response.  I don't know that I was expecting one, but it still hurt.  He hasn't sent me any texts this weekend, either.  I'm fading from his life, as he wants it.  It's sad when I think of my future without him in it.  Maybe I just can't see the future that God has intended....and maybe it's better than I can imagine.  I still have hope; at least he hasn't taken that from me.

2 comments:

  1. ♥♥"ONE DAY WHEN SHE'S DONE TRYING AND YOU'RE DONE HAVING "FUN" YOU WILL WAKE UP AND REALIZE THAT THINGS COULD HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT. YOU'VE BOTH MATURED AND GROWN UP NOW AND SEE THINGS DIFFERENTLY. IT'S ON THAT DAY THAT YOU WILL WAKE UP AND REALIZE JUST HOW MUCH YOU CARE ABOUT HER.... BUT WHEN THAT DAY COMES, SHE'LL BE WAKING UP NEXT TO THE GUY WHO ALREADY KNEW...."
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    Someone gave me this when I was going through a difficult break up I hope this help....

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