Monday, February 1, 2010

Long day...

All I have to say about was a long day at work.  I still thought about him a lot, but I think my heart and my mind are starting to see him in the same light finally.  The ache is slowly subsiding but remains constant and dull. I don't know if I feel a little better because I talked to him some this weekend or because maybe I'm finally coming to terms.  I know he will forever have a special place in my heart. Even though he broke me, I don't know that I will ever be able to hate him.

I haven't been able to stop myself from daydreaming that one day his marriage will fail and he'll come back to me.  That makes me feel mean, and a bit dumb.

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