I had a nice time on my blind date. I wasn't totally disappointed, but I don't understand how people can be so off when trying to "pick" my type for me. I guess that's the downfall of most blind dates; no one can pick a partner for you-except you. I was gratefully she tried and thought of me.
I'm not saying it was a bad night, just a spark-less night. He was nice and not at all ugly; I just couldn't picture myself with him long term and I felt no attraction. The date was pleasant and not uncomfortable, though. I think a friendship could definitely bloom from this.
As far as love goes, I am looking for someone to get under my skin; someone to make me laugh. I don't want someone obnoxious or rude, but someone easy going and fun, and some intelligence is a must. I love adventure so I'd like to find someone who liked to seek thrills now and then. Being cute would be a bonus, but a good personality can help improve anyone's looks.
I did have a weird dream last night but definitely not unpleasant. I have recently been in contact with a former crush from my high school days. Well, actually I met him shortly after high school. He made the first move telling me he liked me, and once I decided I liked him too, we got together when we could. He went off to college so I couldn't see him very often; thank goodness for the telephone. He, unfortunately, broke my heart though, when he decided to start dating my best friend instead. She had a way of doing that anytime I was interested in someone-stealing them away-but this time it really hurt.
Well, back to the dream. My former crush and I have recently been chatting as friends, almost nightly for the past week or so. He found me on facebook and we've just been catching up. Anyway, I had a dream about him last night that makes me wonder what kind of feelings may be developing for him that I am unaware of. Then again, the dream could have stemmed from past feelings. I have to say it has been nice talking to him lately. Guess I will take this one day at a time.
There is no real update to give on the whole reason for this blog. I haven't heard from him since last Saturday, and I didn't get to chat with him then. He hasn't even tried to text me since, and as bad as I want to, I know I really shouldn't text him. Oh, will these feelings for him and this missing him ever go away? There are moments when I feel like I don't want him anymore. Unfortunately, those are short lasting. I'm hoping those moments will start to get longer and longer; my life sure would be easier-or at least less sad.